Ramadan Mubarak !

some times the people that meant so much to us at one point in our lives have well nothing to do with ourlives now... its a sad reality.. how these cords get cut i have no clue, it just happens.  there is this sort of unspoken end and those things just vanish into thin air.  its like over coming a death, you feel guilty of letting go of memories but at the same time you just forget the mourning without realising it and when you do remember there is a bit of a guilt trip.  those people will not ever truely be gone.. they are what make us up as a person, our experiences with them, without them, well they can never leave our minds..its there lying some where in our subconsious and sometimes its woken up by a simple scent or a familiar sight .. or even the change in the winds ,,so all those people who have passed through ourlives well they are part of us forever and will always be weather we realise it or not.

dont you just hate it when people push your buttons especially when you are trying to over come those urges to not do what you are oh so tempted to ? its especially bad when they are your close friends or family! i dont understand why you are trying to annoy me! are you just trying to see how strong i am .. and then you acutally say well if i push your buttons enough you will backdown on what you were supposed to do! SMH o well ..im not , i think im stronger than that!!! i feel like a pressure cooker right now